•July 13, 2013 • Leave a Comment

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Once the laughter is gone. What comes next?
I truly have not laughed like that in a while and yes i enjoyed it.
But I can’t help feeling that this solves nothing.
Is this a melancholic phase? Or is the dark night doing its magic.
Maybe that why I hate extreme emotions. It rebounces and cost dearly.
Come what may because I know that tomorrow is a new day and with it a new begining.
New hope will spring and bring forth the wonders of life.
Till I can fully understand and accept that this is just the cycle of life,  I can never step out of the circle that I drew for myself.

Truly, happiness is not a desination but a journey, a way of life.
Let’s work on it. Both of us. And maybe next time it will really be hello happiness.
inserts *voice of a inner closet optimistic with an thin spread of cynical outlook*

Stop ruining yourself, you are perfect to start with. Now just move your ass and dare to be. hahahaha!

Let’s go watch a feel good video and let sleep drift you away 🙂
がんばって!

two thousand and thirteen

•January 1, 2013 • Leave a Comment

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Hello,
Somehow two thousand and twelve passed by in a flash.
I’m glad that I sort of managed to keep a resolution that I made last year.|
This year, I wonder what my path is supposed to be again.
Maybe I should start planning so things can happen instead of me thinking about it.
Well, happy new year everyone!

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Colourful Netrual

•June 15, 2012 • Leave a Comment
Colourful Netrual

Joseph silk jacket
£465 – boutique1.com

J Brand mid rise jeans
$323 – mytheresa.com

Seychelles wedge sandals
$95 – zappos.com

Handbag
$65 – modcloth.com

I chanced upon this website when searching for outfit to wear for Bell’s ROM. It was so much fun that I can’t help not designing one! (:

No point thinki…

•May 2, 2012 • Leave a Comment

No point thinking about it when i cannot deal with it now. I’ll come back and answer for it later. Suck it up like  a man.

JE horray!

•March 11, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Not techincally a new post. I’m reposting something I read. I like this guy, i mean it, since the first time i watched kis my ftz debut concert- Sekai wa Bokura wo Matteiru. He was real dorky with the “okay” posture. It’s real funny. He’s not an AB blood type, neither is he an air type. He’s virgo and A blood. *Gasp* Totally different from yours truly. But still, he’s lots of fun. I’m pasting this blog entry here. Taken from http://loveandcoffee.livejournal.com

Kisulog: Miyata Toshiya – #3 11/03

Hello everyone

I’m a guy called Miyata Toshiya (kiri
Everyone

Finally we, Kis-My-Ft2’s

2nd single release has been decided kita-

The title is

“We never give up!”
A godly song came down upon us XD
As it’s really easy to learn and it’s a positive song you’ll feel more energetic when you listen to it nebagiba nebagiba (T/N: nebagiba is the shortened title for “We never give up”, which in katakana is something like ‘uii nebaa gibappu” hence nebagiba XD. Japanese fan tend to shorten song titles a lot.)
I can’t wait to sing it in concert~
I want to sing it with you~

I want to do otagei with you~ (kiri
Let’s make it a great song all together

And then and then~
The Osaka shows of theatre version Ikemen Desu Ne are over
In Osaka, the actors took us to a delicious restaurant, I was so happy

Then I also went to the takoyaki shop that Uchi-kun recommended,
and it changed the history of takoyaki for me ktkr
They were takoyaki without any seasoning

They were simple takoyaki without sauce or mayonnaise or nori seaweed or bonito flakes,
but they were really delicious
They were just made and piping hot, so I ate them while burning the inside of my mouth

Painfully delicious XDDD
There really are those kind of great places that are only known to locals, aren’t they?

Only the Fukuoka shows are left, but I’ll play the Miyata Toshiya-style Hongo Yuki with all my might in order to have no regrets

Ria-juu

It means someone who enjoys real life.

In short, it’s about someone who enjoys the real world at the fullest.
Today I want to write about a fulfilling day in the life of Miyata Toshiya

10:00 I get up.

I look at my mobile phone.

But no one has mailed me.
I haven’t been charging my mobile for two days but my battery is still half full!!
I repeat myself “Woah, I’m so eco, I care for the Earth”.

12:00 Lunch

I eat the previous day’s leftovers while watching the anime and variety shows I’d recorded.

“The complexity of a food’s flavour comes out if you let it rest overnight!”
“I actually prefer tough leftover rice to freshly steamed rice.”

I try to comment on my own on what I’m eating so that I’ll be able to make good comments when I am a guest on gourmet TV shows

Eh?
They don’t have yesterday’s leftovers on gourmet shows??
I tsukkomi myself like this!! It’s also a training for my talk skills

15:00 I’m still watching anime

I imagine myself as an actor in the live action version,
and I try to speak the cool lines with a confident face

I repeat myself that it’s also a good training for my acting skills.

19:00 I want to eat dinner with someone
I invite my brother but he declines


Miyata Toshiya sulks


I call a friend but he doesn’t pick up


Miyata Toshiya sulks


I can’t help it, so I go to have dinner on my own


Just about when I’m full that friend calls me back.

“Sorry Let’s go have dinner all together soon

That’s what he tells me

Oh, what a good friend

All together, does it mean he doesn’t want to have dinner only with me??

21:00 A close friend invites me to go to the sauna

kita kita kita kita kita kitaaa

But I react with a pokerface
My reply is more or less “Hm, I don’t mind going”
But I standby on the place where we’re supposed to meet from 15 minutes before the meeting time

After going to the sauna, he invites me to have dinner together,
and even if I’ve already eaten I pretend I’m hungry and eat forcibly XD

23:00 I go back home

I laze around for a while and then fall asleep
It was this kind of day
What a really fulfilling day
Please look forward to the next update
Bye bye then

Glossary
kiri – looking all straight up and neat
kita! – an exclamation of joy (lit. “it came”), something like “hooray!” “yes!” and similar stuff
ktkr – short for kita kore, meaning “it came!”, expressing joy for something unexpected or long-awaited.
ria-juu – short for “riaru wo juujitsu suru” literally “enjoying reality” (as opposed to time spent on fandom). He explains it in the entry, but it’s close to our “irl”.

You see why i like him? He makes fun of himself and yet he’s adorable. (:
Thumbs up for people who can laugh at themselves.
Alrighty, fio here should get back to watching my video studying for my prelims.
Till then, tata!

•January 16, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Fake or childlike?
I choose naruto & aiba chan.
Once you have a goal in mind, charge without fear of defeat.
Leave no rooms for doubt.
Become a miracle boy!

happy new 2012

•January 1, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

The lazy cold sunday at home videoing watching yo~

•November 20, 2011 • Leave a Comment

This is f***ing awesome! I love the random locations and the people who were watching this shoot with a wtf face. Cool! The last scene is freaking epic!

I know i like synchronized movements. The entire time i was watching it i as like shouting “sugoi”.

I’m so looking forward to this song. Crystal Kay is awesome, she sings, she dances and i love her abs! Rock on girl!

Enjoy!

Watashi wa shiawase.

•October 17, 2011 • Leave a Comment

你问我现在开心吗。

我开心。我喜欢现在的我。我比以前还要诚实的对待自己。

我有温暖的家,无所不谈的好朋友 和一颗感恩的心。

我开心!

Watashi wa shiawase.